Through this trip, I was able to further critique my ideas about the future and clarify what a major in Peace and Justice really means. Prior to this course, I felt I had a limited idea of what I could do to make effective change with my major. However, after engaging in discussions with people in a variety of careers, I now feel like I have a solid understanding of the many different avenues I could take to pursue change.
The staff members of the New Gate Arts and Cultural Center, as well as the Women’s Civil Society, demonstrated how change can be facilitated on a community level through conversations, art, and resources. Stormont showed how change can happen from the top down through policy. Similarly, Paul O’Connor highlighted how policy can be used to find justice when the government fails to act. Johnston McMaster and Maureen Hetherington at The Junction shed light on the significance of community relations in mediating conversations and conflict. Finally, Eliane Crory gave an in-depth look into what her work entails as a Women’s Sector Lobbyist.
With all of these options, I feel at ease knowing there is a need on all fronts of society for actions that seek peace. I was particularly interested in Eliane’s work as a lobbyist as well as Paul O’Connor’s use of policy to pursue justice. There is both creativity and structure in these roles, which I think would suit me well.
In terms of what this trip clarified about my Peace and Justice major, I found that the most valuable skill I practiced was the ability to listen without judgment. This is something I remember learning in Introduction to Peace Studies, but I hadn’t fully appreciated its value until I had to use it in real-life settings. I now see it as central to my major. Listening with respect and care in order to acknowledge our shared humanity was something every person we spoke to emphasized in one way or another.
Looking back at my first blog post, I see that my goal, like many of my peers, was to gain a more cohesive and inclusive understanding of the Troubles, especially given my British upbringing. My main concern had been whether I would be able to set aside any inherent biases I might hold because of that. With that in mind, I’d say the academic highlight of the trip was our first day. We learned a mainly factual overview of the Troubles from Professor Bill Rolston, and then we heard from a panel that included Nationalists, Loyalists, and a former British Army member. It strongly fulfilled my initial goal of hearing different perspectives and recognizing the personal and political differences across each side.
On a more personal level, the highlight of my trip was speaking with Lee, an ex-British soldier. He helped me untangle a lot of what I had previously thought about the Troubles, based on how I’d been raised. Lee helped me reconnect with the importance of listening and recognizing our shared humanity, and he helped me understand that no side was fully right or wrong.
My biggest challenge was actually one I did not expect. I had anticipated that I would struggle internally with my British identity as I learned more about the Troubles, but I wasn’t prepared for the discrimination I experienced due to being British. I was approached on the street and told to “go back where I came from,” that I wasn’t welcome, and that it would be a united Ireland soon. There were also comments made by individuals suggesting that peace was important—excluding the British. I was really surprised by this, especially since it felt at odds with the peacebuilding work we were witnessing throughout Northern Ireland. Reassuringly, after speaking with adults on the trip, it seems those were extreme instances, but still, they were difficult to face.
Overall, this trip was incredibly eye-opening. It helped me discover possible career paths, understand the importance of active listening in Peace and Justice work, hear multiple perspectives, confront discrimination, and enjoy meaningful conversations with others. I’m so grateful to my teachers and peers for making this trip so informative, joyful, and exciting. I look forward to using what I’ve learned about active listening and potential job paths as I continue studying Peace and Justice.